Recooperating from the Season

Well, hello there. I trust you all had a wonderful holiday season. Some, I'm sure, have had plenty of days off through Christmas. I enjoy Christmas, especially for it's spiritual reasons. But I have to admit that I feel like I can breath easier now that it's over. Considering that I'm flat busted, I am very relieved that the money spending can stop.

I don't know why I logged on today. I just felt the need to do so, but there is no purpose for it. As I type, there is no logic to my structure. I'm just typing as I think of it. Say, how about another Haiku?
Now, let me get my chi aligned with Pluto first. ...There we go.


Christmas is over.
New Year's means new promises.
I want a stacked wife.


I though of ending it with something like "make the best of them," but this way just seemed to speak to my heart. Yeah, I'm Christian. So? Does that mean I can't desire an attractive wife? My ex was drop dead fine. No reason to settle for anything less.

I will say this, not that it has anything to do with what I previously wrote, I found that there are two different kinds of crushes. Yes, it is rather late in life to find this out. Myself being at the ripe old age of 30, but I've never had a crush before you see. Not a real one, anyway. My ex and I met in A.I.T. We had one thing on our minds, then I got her pregnant. I married her and grew to love her dearly, but I never had a crush on her.
I found that there are at least two types here at work on account that it's here at work where the ladies that I have a crush on also work. By the by, is it still called a "crush" when you're 30? Any who, one is a very energetic girl that appeals to me physically, if I'm not being to subtle. She's Catholic. I can picture myself holding her, stealing little pecks on the lips, and looking for oppertunities to duck into a small private place where where a long and forbiden and passionate kiss could be had. Looking for oppertunities or reasons to touch her thigh, or lightly brush up against her breast.
The other is a Christian gal who is very pleasant to talk to and quite attractive. She appeals to the physical in a way that makes me desire her commitment wise. Some one whom I can hold in public and in the privacy in our own home all night long if we wish. Someone whom I can see myself holding hands with under the canopy of trees in a park somewhere. Someone whom I can kiss and kiss and kiss just becasue she's mine and I'm her's. Some one whom I can smack and pinch on the booty in public so people could look at us and say "how cute." She's someone whom I can picture being with 'til death would seperate us. I saw her yesterday and there was something that caused me to just stare at her as she spoke to me.
No, I don't believe that either woman is interested in me, not that I've asked. But I like this feeling any way. Getting anxious when one calls. Wanting to do something nice for the other. Sometimes, emotions can really suck. Then there are the times when it's "cool beans"

'Til next time. (I know I've mis-spelled plenty of words. Get over it.)